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It is amazing how different days can have different meanings depending on ones experience. Today is a great example of that. I used to really love father's day. Even if I didn't always get to spend it with you, just the idea of being able to play that role in your life was so great to me. Now, this day is hard for me. Father's day and your birthday are the two days that really get to me. I mean I miss you everyday. But I always have the gratitude of having had you in my life for the wonderful time that I did. On these days however, I memories are not enough to sustain me. I miss you and want nothing more than to hug you and tell you how much I love you, how much you changed me, and that I will always be a better person because of you.
I love and miss you Zack. My Buddha, my son. I will always feel that way. No matter what you may be told as you grow into a man. Know that much.
Much Love
