teenager woo hoo

Dear Boo,

I know it has been a year since I wrote, but today is your birthday and more so today you enter your teen years.  I wish I could be there to celebrate this with you.  Today more than ever I miss having you in my life, perhaps because after all this time I have began to question so much of my life.

I know I wasn't your real dad, and by now you may only have flashing memories of me.  So I guess what I"m saying is that by now I may not be all that of an important memory in your mind.  To me, in my heart of hearts, I raised you like my son, loved you like my son and will always and forever view you like my son.  So happy birthday Boo.  I love you more than you could ever know.

Caleb